Sunday, June 3, 2012

The transitions of life through pink ballet slippers


Recently I have been watching the transition of my generations and the legacy being written,  through the movement of ballerinas in my life.

I remember a small pink leotard, some pink tights and pink ballet slippers.  They were mine and I wore them some 50+ years ago.  My memory of actual ballet classes are clouded by time.  I didn’t get to complete those classes and therefore didn’t experience the celebration of my ballet recital. 

When my daughter Jenna showed interest, we enrolled her in ballet classes.  Jenna enjoyed ballet and other dance for several years and I enjoyed the preparation, excitement and celebration of her at her dance recitals.  There were the fun costumes, the photos, the hair that had to be just so, the bouquets of flowers and of course the pink ballet slippers.


Over the past few years I have enjoyed attending the dance recitals of my granddaughters.  The cycle of life is moving toward eternity right before my eyes.  What was then is now in the next two generations beyond me.  What was begun in me and was a part of the life of my daughter continues in the lives of my granddaughters. 


 

The story of my pink ballet slippers holds places for me to remember.  What was begun in me didn’t get finished.  There is sadness in that story and yet God brought meaning to the reason for the story with a photo of a ballerina I found in my parents’ attic a few years ago.  It’s an artist’s sketch of a young girl in her ballet attire standing at the ballet bar and she is wearing her pink slippers.  The photo has a strong likeness to the little girl I was at that time.  Hanging on that photo in my office is a tiny pair of pink ballet slippers.  They are a constant reminder to me that I have a choice to tromp through life wearing muddy combat boots or I can dance through life wearing my pink ballet slippers.

My heart has danced as I’ve watched the legacy of my pink ballet slippers come to life in the dance of my granddaughters.  Today I am dancing through my life, wearing my ballet slippers.  I am remembering the hard stories of the past and allowing God to re-frame those stories with new stories of hope for my future.  And for the legacy God began in me and is growing through the lives of my granddaughters and grandsons.